J-j-jaded..

useful things i have learnt lately.

1. nobody is perfect
2. everybody wants to love and be loved in return
3. stop comparing myself to others
4. do every little thing that makes me happy (and don't hold back!)
5. girlfriends are my foundation
6. tell my parents i love them
7. mother knows best
8. no matter how bad my problems are, some one is going through a tougher time than i am
9. random acts of kindness to others make me feel better about myself in the end! (also what goes around comes around)
10. never hold back a compliment

x
shu.

ba dum ba dum ba da, ba dum ba dum ba da, ba da ba da ba da ba..

crazy metaphor of dairy condiment meets B.Flow.

burnt cheese- thoroughly over cooked; heated beyond boiling point; apparent error in baking.
taste? awesome.
other mistakes in life.. not so awesome.

i wanna stand up, i wanna let go
ba dum ba dum ba da, ba dum ba dum ba da, ba da ba da ba da ba..

"To laugh often and much; to win the respect of intelligent people and the affection of children; to earn the appreciation of honest critics and endure the betrayal of false friends; to appreciate beauty; to find the best in others; to leave the world a bit better, whether by a healthy child, a garden patch, or a redeemed social condition; to know even one life has breathed easier because you have lived."
- Ralph Waldo Emerson

who is going to believe in you, if you do not believe in yourself?

today i pushed those papers, stockings, and pretty dresses off my bed.
one swipe and it lies in a coil on the floor. it is still there.

and it feels as good as i thought it would be.

segregation is the name of the game, he is the master, he knows my kryptonite.
day by day i learn from the game, it has brought much pain yet i recover. it doesnt kill me, no.

it makes me stronger.

i miss you bibi, i see you everywhere.


the pretty orchid, shrouded in mystery.

the passionately exquisite designer.

the queen of hearts.

the amber ignition.

luff you.

it's one of those days where everything just turns out right, the stars align, the gods behave, the sun a-shining. a day with no expectations, a day with an abundance if pure (raw) happiness, with good old murphy at bay, of recklesness, of letting go, of celebrating youth. as random as a goat, as fleeting as a shred of hope.


youth is like diamonds in the sun, and diamonds are forever.

i am so tired of politics amongst us. when will this end?